I am..

I am a daughter, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love. I love and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing, all at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME:x